8th DEADLY SIN

Proudly, I am the president of the council in our school. It is a highly respected yet full of responsibility position. I am working very hard yet underpaid.

In this love month, I planned to have a valentine showin our school and one of the highlight is the Dating Game. But, one time when I sat on my office alone, I thought of a mere fact that I have this "something" that killing me, making me out of concentrate, and out my mind. That I am working for every student to be happy and to think that im makinga perfect match for them, But me, myself is not happy. then i imagined myself attempting a suicide.

I can do anything that i want, but i cant make myself happy and be loved. I can take my life away but i cant please anybody to make me love as i am. And in a glimpse, I am at the corner trying to be calmed by my co-officer and telling me not to do that again, cause it's dangeruos. From then, I found that LOVE can kill anybody, anyone, even itself..., even you..., even ME.

AUDIT

AUDIT

Until when you are a son
of your mother that
decided not to be a mom
for you, that
your dad surrendered to be father?

How much your personality
that you have credited for his sperm?
and rented for her placenta that
you had for those dark months?
for the much long time of crediting

Until when you are a son or not
for the parents that you cannot paid
by kindness, knowledge and hard work
for all of their capital
that you had been lost?

When will you became a man
if your navel was just a
scar for the 9 months you had in her
and in your name,

there's the mark of your tied-up with your dad?